I was one of the lucky ones - the ones with the time to write poetry as much as my heart desired. Sadly, that has now come to an end because of a bad, complicated family issue that leaves me with no job...because I worked for my mom's business.
I think I've started to panic a bit because things are so crazy. My mom's relationship with me is nearing rock bottom but, more than anything (yes, even getting a new job), I worry I won't be able to write poetry or anything at all.
Of course, I do have anxiety, depression, and overthink everything on top of struggling with self-esteem and self-confidence.
Because I feel so at home here at the Cove, I thought some words of wisdom, nice poetry, random facts about anything, etc might be just what I need to push through this!
Sincerely,
A nervous but hopeful poet
Hey Brooke,
I'm so sorry you're going through this. A tumultuous family relationship compounded by job struggles and mental health issues to boot is enough to drive most people insane. The fact that you are worried about your poetry at this time despite it all is a true testament to your strength of character and passion for the craft. I do believe that during all of this, your poetry will be your saving grace, providing you with a way to escape the world or even turn the bad stuff into art. Even thought it might be more difficult now, I think that penciling in at least 30 minutes before bed or when you wake up for writing will allow you to keep up with your poetry as well as provide some structure to an otherwise chaotic world.
As far as jobs go, I'd recommend checking for remote freelance writing work or browsing through local job adverts. People are always willing to pay for someone to assist with writing needs - especially the elderly or people for whom english is not their first language. You could also offer your services as a writing tutor or even nanny. These might provide you with a steady stream of income while still allowing you time to work on your poetry. I've recently come across this website that might be helpful. https://writers.work/?utm_campaign=squeeze-page-jobs
I know things are hard right now, but I'm glad you have been able to find solace in our little community. And if you need anything or just want to talk, feel free to reach out to me via insta. I'm always down to lend a listening ear!
Sophie ❤️